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On the Threshold
by Maria
in 01 Jan 2008
 (...previous)  Although, in a context of initiation, to understand what death is and the experience of death, involves a process of transcendence to all of us; today, that experience of mine, of death, is nothing special, but absolutely natural.
Dhammiko - …naturally...and you are prepared...
Maria -...and I am prepared to go, however, it appears to me now, here, this Dimension (state of Awareness), to which I know I must “open the eyes” to remain there, actually to understand that I am there already...it’s probable that it is that passage of death, I mean, there isn’t a death, death doesn’t exist, it’s only a state of consciousness...
Dhammiko -...death is only a...
Maria -...we say this, death is a state of consciousness, but this comes from the mental... (grin)...and this is not mental, this already is!
Dhammiko -...death is illusion...death is only an illusion...
Maria -...naturally, death doesn’t exist, in other words, it’s a passage. It was me who created this illusion, “it was me who created this Universe” (Cosmos), where I am and think I’m going to die, but I’m going to continue to exist… (grin)...
Dhammiko -...creation itself is death and it is within that creation that one enters...and perhaps Maria is talking already from the side of your divine awareness, speaking from the other side, ergo aware of the other side, but since there is still presence in the manifested part...
Maria -...evidently...there or here I exist; there aren’t two worlds but one only!
Dhammiko -...since there is still presence in death, which is, as if death were here...
Maria -...yes, and in actual fact, in this earthly dimension, death for me still exists just like it exists for other people...though in a more comprehensible manner, maybe more better prepared for the passage, than the majority of people...but in a certain way, I still see death as any other person sees it. Now, this that is presented to me, is different; the other day I remained aware of something different, unexpected, transcendent and of something that no one ever will be able to explain, lets say, I’m speaking to you, because you might have some understanding of it, so, I think you understand what I’m saying, but, this cannot be told to someone else just like that. If I tell someone who’s not prepared, “you are part of a creation of mine”, the person will react and say “but who is this one, who does she think she is?”...(laugh)...
Dhammiko -...but when Maria is speaking about that, are you referring only to you or likewise to the others?..
Maria -...that’s the great problem, which is that I don’t understand yet if actually that “Universe which I created” and even everything which exists surrounding me, including you, is all pure illusion...(laugh)...you Dhammiko, in this case don’t exist, you are no more than my delusion!?. (laugh)...this I find interesting...
Dhammiko -...because it is...everything at the level of perception and manifestation...it’s all a creation which will end...
Maria -...yes, but I don’t know, if it is this Universe of mine, a creation of mine, in which you are part of that illusion which I created... do you understand?... or if I, simply, am part of an illusion, and, created this illusion relative to myself... or still if that illusion comprises all the Universe (created by Someone) wherein I move myself…, this Universe wherein I move myself it’s all that what I see, including the sea and that boat, the buildings back there, you, this café and all the rest...ah!! (grin) this is what is an incognita for me and which is very interesting...and then, with each day passing by, gradually this is becoming more present, more present and more aware.
Dhammiko-...but that is not personal?!.
Maria -...now...eeh!..
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